To You

[Sana-chan]

To you, who has been hurt and decided to use trickery as revenge.
Pain has been dealt and shared.
We ended because of someone and our friendship became lost because of a decision.
You ordered me not to contact
you but there's something you need to know. I don't blame you for anything,
but I know you blame
me for everything.
Here is the last that you will ever hear of me. Hell, I know for a fact that
you won't even
get this far, but I hope you do.
I want to thank you for everything that we had/ My heart, though aching, is not broken like
you had wanted it to. We
had
great times and we had down right crappy times. I dislike the way we ended.

But this time, it was all on you.
You wanted me back and I came.
I would call you and you would pretend to be busy.
Though I am angered by you, I do not wish you harm in your life. I never have.

I knew the whole time that you were lying to me and using me to buy you cigarettes and food. But I
loved you with everything I am and I paid no attention to your lies.


Now approaches a time where we will have to confront each other again.
All I have to ask you is this,

"Will you be ready"?