Guess What?

[HKofsesshoumaru]

This is going to throw everyone for a loop because I am just as shocked.


So, the wedding is Jan 13th. A few weeks away. I get up this morning and decided wtf, I should take and EPT (Early pregnancy test) since my monthly friend once again takes its time showing up. This has happened before so I was far from worried. Anywho.. I take the test and walk away. I forget about it and after 10 minutes they are no good. I had a 3 pack, so I just took another. I am sitting there reading the first book of the Dresden files, and glance over after a minute or two.
Positive result.
Holy shit. I suddenly think back to yesterday when I had gone over to my friend Dray's house to hang out with my "nephew". The cutest damn baby I had seen in a long time, and he looked a hell of a lot like me. Infact, being with baby reminded me that I wasn't so bad at this baby thing. I was there for a few hours in just lovin it. As i left I said " well, that was fun. Don't think I could do that all day everyday, but it was fun. Thanks."
I doomed it right there I think.
I send a text message to my fiance "um..we have a big problem". As soon as I send it he walks through the door. SO now I had to tell him in person. Great. He wasn't upset at all, shocked but a hell of a lot more supportive than I thought he would be. We go and get a clear blue and easy digital pregnancy test. The words "Pregnant" or "not Pregnant" show up in the screen.
"Pregnant" is what I got after a minute. The results stay there for 24 hours. A digital reminder. Who thinks of this shit?
So, there you have it. Going head to head with my ex over custody of my daughter and pregnant. That would explain why my raging mother instinct kicked in and why I have been a bitch lately. I came up with names already, like weeks ago. Don't ask me why all of the sudden the names came to mind. (Freaked my fiance out.) I had no clue why I was thinking of baby names...now I see why.
The real kicker? I estimated that I got pregnant the week of my daughter's 3rd birthday. It would be fucked up if I got pregnant on her birthday. *sigh*

God Really does have a since of humor.

[Gundam-Ranger-X]

My condolences on you both. (You and the babby :meh: )

[HKofsesshoumaru]

Thanks for not eating us.:p Wow, come to think of it it has been a year since I have been here. Hey hey:happy:

I came up with names a few weeks ago just for fun. Instinct? I dunno. :haha:

[Mathias]

Congratulations! Now give us the names, I'm anxious. :)

[HKofsesshoumaru]

Boy: Atreyu Leon

Girl: Ofelia Leila

Atreyu (indian) meaning " boy warrior", Leon (latin) from the name "Leo" meaning: Lion.
Doug's and my Sister's birthdays are in August, making them Leos. Atreyu because I like the chracter from 'NeverEnding Story', but I spelled it the traditional indian way because I liked the spelling better.

Ofelia (spanish/italian) meaning "help". Leila (Arabic) meaning "Dark night"
Ofelia: This spelling I got from the charater in the movie 'Pan's Labrinyth', since I liked the chracter in the movie. Leila I picked out of a baby name book. The same one my ex picked my daughter's name from.

Cool huh?



Leila Doug and I picked because I wanted to keep the theme of "L" middle names since my daughter's and my middle name is "louise".

[Mathias]

And here I thought I was stepping out of the box for names with Kyle and Alana. At least that's true in my family. Cool names, just be wary if poor sequels come out you may change your mind. :p Just kidding of course.

[gokuDX7]

congratz ^_^, I wonder how your daughter will take it :/.

[HKofsesshoumaru]

The ex's gf took the news of me being pregnant rather well when we had a small meeting this morning. She had some issues she wanted to address (see my other post attn: parents) and so did I. Even if she didn't I am on the top of my world with both middle fingers up like "fuck what you think". These are happy times for me and my fiance and no body is raining on my parade.

I havn't told my daughter yet because since I had a miscarriage a year or two ago, I want to get through the first tri mester before I tell her. She will love it. She loves being a big sister to my ex's baby, who by the way is so damn cute.
As much as I can't stand my ex, he does produce cute kids...no wait...he finds women that can produce him cute kids.:meh:

[Godgrave]

Congrats!

[HKofsesshoumaru]

Oh yeah. According to my confirmation of pregnancy paper: Baby is due August 29th 2008. Though that will change when I see a doctor and they determine how far along I am.