Sana-chan
October 9th, 2007, 09:50 PM
[Thought I would update everyone]
I got my job with a school district a couple months ago.
Then I decided that I really am not happy here. Living in my parent's house and having to live up to their expectations.
I quit smoking for my parents.
But ya know, I think it's for the best anyway.
I haven't had a cigarette for a few months now. Though I have a pack in my car >.>.
I came home from Santa Cruz and went to the dentist for the first time in two years. Turns out I have four cavities.. Yes. four. I am scared to death for these are my first four.
The drilling and all that. But I figure if I can get a needle shoved through my lip...I can get this done too. Maturely. So I have that appointment next week to take care of the first two cavities.
I'm in a love/hate relationship with my job though.
I hate it so much because it's what my mom wanted me to do. But in reality, all the other jobs I applied for here in Sacramento never called me back or were not hiring. I needed money though because I owe my parents for paying for my trip to Texas.
I love my job because I love working with children. Specifically the younger ones. (K-6th).
I was working a long term job for a bit, and I'm supposed to still be there but I could not handle the lack of discipline there.
A seventh grader went to the bathroom and came back a few minutes later with a lip ring. For the two weeks I was there, the teachers never noticed.
Yes, I do realize I should have done something about it, but remember. I'm only a Substitute for TAs. I'm not a real teacher so there wasn't much I could do.
Next topic:
I have been in a lot of relationships. But only two separate ones was I engaged.
One when I was a sophomore in high school and then the next one while I was a junior and senior in high school.
Of course, young love. I thought nothing bad would ever happen. Hah. Boy was I wrong. My second last relationship I was in lasted almost two and a half years. I broke up with him because I moved to Santa Cruz. Well, long story short, I didn't see the signs before it was too late and I was pretty much taken advantage of, as usual.
My current relationship though is amazing so far.
I dated Mike back when I was a Freshman in high school. Well of course, I've matured a lot since then and my knowledge has expanded a lot.
I learned from my mistakes etc.
Well I am with him now and today is actually two months for us =].
I will be moving in with him on October 27th.
But this time I am moving right.
I talked with my parents about it and they agreed. My mom even bought my ticket for me!
I have already talked with Mike about if it doesn't work out. If it doesn't work out then I will be moving back to California and going back to school.
But if it works out like I am hoping for, I will be going back to college there. I will be attending Austin Community College.
I am so excited about this and proud of myself that I am actually going through the motions correctly.
Oh! I am also not quitting my job here. My mom said I could tell my boss that I will be going on an unknown time lined vacation to visit family in Texas and that I will call them when I return. But if it works out call in and say I will not be returning.
I do apologize that this is so long.
But, I felt that i should update everyone on my life because.. Well, it's been rotten for a long time.
I feel like me again. Before all the meds and everything.
=]
EDIT: Also, I am finally pursuing something I love! Singing! Two of my friends are going to be teaching me how to play guitar and one is letting me join his band as lead singer!
=]
I got my job with a school district a couple months ago.
Then I decided that I really am not happy here. Living in my parent's house and having to live up to their expectations.
I quit smoking for my parents.
But ya know, I think it's for the best anyway.
I haven't had a cigarette for a few months now. Though I have a pack in my car >.>.
I came home from Santa Cruz and went to the dentist for the first time in two years. Turns out I have four cavities.. Yes. four. I am scared to death for these are my first four.
The drilling and all that. But I figure if I can get a needle shoved through my lip...I can get this done too. Maturely. So I have that appointment next week to take care of the first two cavities.
I'm in a love/hate relationship with my job though.
I hate it so much because it's what my mom wanted me to do. But in reality, all the other jobs I applied for here in Sacramento never called me back or were not hiring. I needed money though because I owe my parents for paying for my trip to Texas.
I love my job because I love working with children. Specifically the younger ones. (K-6th).
I was working a long term job for a bit, and I'm supposed to still be there but I could not handle the lack of discipline there.
A seventh grader went to the bathroom and came back a few minutes later with a lip ring. For the two weeks I was there, the teachers never noticed.
Yes, I do realize I should have done something about it, but remember. I'm only a Substitute for TAs. I'm not a real teacher so there wasn't much I could do.
Next topic:
I have been in a lot of relationships. But only two separate ones was I engaged.
One when I was a sophomore in high school and then the next one while I was a junior and senior in high school.
Of course, young love. I thought nothing bad would ever happen. Hah. Boy was I wrong. My second last relationship I was in lasted almost two and a half years. I broke up with him because I moved to Santa Cruz. Well, long story short, I didn't see the signs before it was too late and I was pretty much taken advantage of, as usual.
My current relationship though is amazing so far.
I dated Mike back when I was a Freshman in high school. Well of course, I've matured a lot since then and my knowledge has expanded a lot.
I learned from my mistakes etc.
Well I am with him now and today is actually two months for us =].
I will be moving in with him on October 27th.
But this time I am moving right.
I talked with my parents about it and they agreed. My mom even bought my ticket for me!
I have already talked with Mike about if it doesn't work out. If it doesn't work out then I will be moving back to California and going back to school.
But if it works out like I am hoping for, I will be going back to college there. I will be attending Austin Community College.
I am so excited about this and proud of myself that I am actually going through the motions correctly.
Oh! I am also not quitting my job here. My mom said I could tell my boss that I will be going on an unknown time lined vacation to visit family in Texas and that I will call them when I return. But if it works out call in and say I will not be returning.
I do apologize that this is so long.
But, I felt that i should update everyone on my life because.. Well, it's been rotten for a long time.
I feel like me again. Before all the meds and everything.
=]
EDIT: Also, I am finally pursuing something I love! Singing! Two of my friends are going to be teaching me how to play guitar and one is letting me join his band as lead singer!
=]